Back to Reality.......

Happy New Year!!

So.....the Holidays are over!
I always get sad around this time because the house is bare now that the decorations are gone. There are no family get together, parties, or outings to attend. (I am very family oriented) And it seems like once you really get it to the spirit.....IT'S OVER!!!

What makes things even sadder is that I have to return to the dreaded college campus as Law school starts in a week!

I haven't received my grades from last semester yet.....they'll be coming this week and I'm trying my hardest to be optimistic.....(secretly:)

Not only that but I must submit my application to transfer.....

All in All it's a NEW Year that I am beyond grateful to the Lord to see........

I'm grateful for:
Earth
Air
Water
God
Jesus
The Blood
Good Health
Family, Friends, & Boyfriend
My Natural Hair
Education.....& the debt that comes with it
My Parent's & their Health

Goals for 2011:
Improve my health
Expand my blog
Do well in Law school
Be closer to God
Learn to Knit
Consistently meditate
Volunteer more!

Hope you Lovies had a wonderfully blessed holiday & New year!!!

Stressed........Stand-offish People

Hey Everyone!

SO this week has been hectic and exhausting.....Law school is NO JOKE!!! Which is to be expected. However, I am soooooo overwhelmed and discouraged its ridiculous! Hopefully I'll stick to this!

In other news..........

I go to school in NY but I'm from Bmore.....So I don't have any friends here. It's definitely hard moving to a new environment where you know NO ONE and on top of that....the work load is HUGE! and people are extremely stand-offish (Idk if its a Long Island thing or what! Then again people from other states (that are here) are the same way)

See....I'm a very shy person and it's difficult to approach people because of this. Don't get me wrong, I do approach people and ask questions to strike up a convo but eventually its like I'm the only one asking questions-getting to know them and they do NOT reciprocate!! Which makes me feel like there is something wrong with ME!

I am a very nice person, very quiet, and shy but SUPER bubbly and openminded yet I don't understand why people are so stand-offish....... I just don't get it!!

Can someone enlighten me??